Frank Lloyd Wright

Frank Lloyd Wright was a brilliant, gifted artist and architect, but he was also a prick and a thief.

We took a tour of his first home and office while we were in Chicago recently. The man was clearly a genius, but when I pulled aside the tour guide to tell her a personal story about my great grandfather providing the lumber for one of his houses she asked, “Did he get stiffed?” Yes. Wright didn’t pay for the materials for at least one of the buildings he designed and oversaw the construction of!

It used to piss off my great grandfather to no end! Well Pops, this won’t level the field, but I’m going to “borrow” the quote Mr. Wright had inscribed over the entrance to his dual purpose Unity Temple:

“for the worship of God and the service of man”

That’s the most succinct description of the intent of Raja Yoga I’ve heard yet.

Thank you Mr. Wright.

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This is for Tim, who asked about Samadhi

I teach a prehistoric 200-line Sanskrit poem: Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras, the science of meditation.

Samadhi (pronounced “sa –ma – de”; the A’s are soft; the E is long, and the emphasis is on the middle syllable) refers to the state of being absorbed in meditation. Technically, “Samadhi” refers to both the entire practice of, AND a specific state of meditation! Not helpful! No wonder people have questions!

Sanskrit was originally verbal and phonetic [a written alphabet didn’t exist at the time] and the words often evoke their meaning.

Technically, with respect to Samadhi, there are:

  • 2 categories: with and without seed; the latter refers to meditating in a state beyond our sub-conscious mind;
  • 5 levels: each progressively subtler than the last; while the physical act of sitting never changes, internally, there are changes that alert us that we’re approaching or have reached a new and deeper level of mind (see the chart);
  • 2 exercises: concentration and meditation; when we concentrate, we control the content of our conscious mind; when we meditate, we hold our conscious mind in neutral, observing our sub-conscious mind’s images and sensations;
  • 4 aspects of mind: 1 conscious, and 3 sub-conscious (the latter corresponding with the sub-conscious mind’s three functions); and
  • 4 results: meditating progressively suppresses desire, sorrow, fear and delusion – and we can do this on our own!! No magic pill; just hard work.

I liken meditating to spelunking. When we meditate we descend and explore deeper into our own sub-conscious mind until we find our true self: our consciousness.

[Note: these exercises are entirely mental (physically preparing to meditate is a subject unto itself!); concentration may be practiced anytime; meditation is a seated discipline – and thankfully, once we experience a certain level of sub-conscious mind, it’s much easier to get back!]

Namaste, Allan

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REBIRTH

I don’t generally teach this because a) obviously, I’m still alive so what do I know about the hereafter, and b) it doesn’t matter. Raja Yoga is about reducing suffering now.

But here’s the theory: we have a super-subtle energetic aspect or dimension between our sub-conscious mind and consciousness which survives death along with consciousness!

Right – that’s why I don’t teach it. However, if you’ve read this far…….

The theory is that:

• Everything is a unique, perpetually-changing manifestation of two polarized energetic molecular states of matter (yin & yang);

• This, our subtlest dimension (other than consciousness) is where the really cool stuff happens: where intuition and insight come from, including for example, the sense that we’re being watched, or that something’s “not right”.

• When our material body stops functioning and returns to dust – and the energy that was sustaining it, and consciousness leave it – something remains: our “energetically imbalanced memories”; specifically, our countless sub-conscious, un-sated emotions which – as of the moment of death – still have the potential to trigger action. That uber-subtle, potential energy is transferred – along with its corresponding emotion-evoking capability or triggers – to another “host”.

• These energized (albeit super-low frequency) “samskara” obviously don’t remain with the material part of us that returns to dust upon death [i.e., just like the energy that sustains our body in the moments before death, these energetic “memories” or triggers somehow dissipate]; however, some fraction of the energy released upon the death of our physical body somehow remains attached to these samskara (i.e., they remain energized and thus survive indefinitely: life after life) because energy can neither be created nor destroyed – until the underlying emotions are sated and their potential energy is released.

• Our samskara’s unique net energetic polarity, strength and nature at the moment of death affects the time, place, and circumstances of our rebirth: literally, the next time – like consciousness – our “memories” are absorbed into another body.

• Like consciousness, our memories or “un-fructified seeds” aren’t subject to time and space – but unlike consciousness, they can be removed, “burnt up”, or drained energetically via meditation.

• Because of the eternal, immutable, serene, knowledgeable, curious and compassionate nature of consciousness, meditating or indirectly exposing our sub-conscious fears and desires to consciousness, quells their action-provoking potential [read: meditation lowers stress!]; especially, when done with love for our self (we are each a miracle – I sincerely hope that’s clear!!) and earnest devotion – and we accept whatever the consequences. NEVER GIVE UP – ALWAYS LET GO.

• The cycle of karma (of birth, death and rebirth) continues until a host [or the universe] intercedes to let us off the merry-go-round – and that only happens when we see ourselves NOT as the reflection in the mirror and the voice in our head – but as the observer of those things: the part of each of us that NEVER changes: our consciousness.

God bless.

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Allan Dowds, yoga instructor

One of my new students is the most devout person it’s been my honor to meet.

She first came to my class because she was having some difficulty concentrating – during her routine 5 HOUR meditations!

After collecting myself, we talked.

I saw her again a week later, when she came back “to prepare to meditate” (her words) for another 5 HOUR meditation the following day!

The next time I saw her, she came back to tell me about it.

If someone you love is struggling mentally or emotionally I can help them find greater peace of mind.

Meditating isn’t easy, but neither is suffering.

God bless, Allan Dowds

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WEEKLY APPEAL FOR NEW STUDENTS (9-22)

You know that sense you get when something just doesn’t feel right?

That’s evidence of your sub-conscious mind trying to communicate with your conscious mind in the only way it knows how: with images and sensations – not words.

Remember Lennie from Steinbeck’s “Of Mice and Men”? Our sub-conscious mind is a lot like Lenny: big, strong, devoted, hard-working – but not a lot happening upstairs.

George, on the other hand, Lennie’s friend and guardian, was the brains of the outfit.

George and Lennie are a wonderful analogy of our conscious, and sub-conscious mind, respectively.

The trick to peace of mind is finding a practical balance between being George and being Lenny…

…and most importantly, realizing that without energy you wouldn’t be alive, and without awareness – even if you were, you wouldn’t realize it!!

I can help the people you love who seem out of touch, lost or disconnected. It’s amazing what a little help can do!

Thank you, Allan (“Skip”) Dowds

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PRAYER

I shared one of my personal daily prayers in a previous post; the one below was inspired by the Chinese self-restorative practice of Qi Gong (roughly meaning, “resonating, tuning and balancing one’s Qi, the energy that sustains us”):

To the universe:

“Thank you for this body;

Thank you for the energy that animates and sustains it; and

Thank you for consciousness, our ever-present awareness, 
without which we wouldn’t even realize we’re alive.”

Qi Gong is a holistic, three-fold practice or discipline incorporating movement, breath and visualization.

Your favorite Raja Yogi (no ego here!) is almost mid-way through a preliminary 100-hour Qi Gong teacher-training program, developed by one of my teacher’s teachers (and now mine!), Master Michael J. Leone.

I can’t wait to start teaching Qi Gong, which so beautifully dovetails with Raja Yoga, even if Patanjali and I do “wear diapers when we practice”! 😉

Yes, Yogis like to hug (and nudge!); just ask Amma!! [heart emojis please!!]

On the subject of giving thanks in thought, word and deed, I have a new personal concentration mantra: inhaling, “thank you God” and exhaling “for this day”. Obviously, “this day” can be replaced with whatever resonates with you.

Blessings, Allan (“Skip”) Dowds

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Love is God

There’s a sign outside a church in Reading MA that says “God is Love.” I’ve always wanted to stop in and point out that means “Love is God”.

My youngest brother – generally, not my go-to source for healthy living tips (sorry Bud; love you!!) – taught me something years ago that I think of virtually every day: love is infinite.

Raja Yoga is a practice in genuinely learning to love our self and to truly and fully appreciate life – and in the process, learning to respect the body and mind which house our “essentially divine” consciousness, evidence of the existence of God within each of us!

We tap into our immutable, eternal essence, our awareness or consciousness thru meditation.

We sit patiently, attentively, holding our conscious mind in observation or mindful mode (without judgment; without analysis; without words) allowing consciousness to witness our sub-conscious thoughts, expressions of the fears and desires that affect our conscious thoughts, words, and thus behavior.

Consciousness reveals itself as curiosity, compassion, awareness, truth, and serenity. You know it intuitively when you’re in the neighborhood!

It’s inside you. Sense it; feel it; distinguish between it and your thoughts – and you WILL begin to see and act differently.

Raja Yoga (Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras) can help people suffering at their own hands: over eating, drinking, smoking, or otherwise overindulging (i.e., caught up in the material plane of our existence, which PALES in comparison to our sub-conscious planes!).

It’s difficult and takes time to develop new habits; hence, Patanjali’s most important rejoinder to “never give up; always let go”. With constant practice over time we see our self differently: we begin to realize that our body and mind are a vehicle through which we experience life rather than who we are.

THAT paradigm shift changes us forever. God bless our planet!!

Hugs, Allan

RELIGION and SPIRITUALITY

We’re attending a memorial service today for my mother-in-law’s best friend’s husband. Makes one take stock, especially as we get older, or move into the more reflective than active part of our lives.

Gladys is one of my absolute favorite people ever. She’s also a devout Catholic. She’s outlived her husband of 50+ years and survived a 17 year old daughter (Sue’s sister). My grandmother, who lost two children (more including miscarriages) was perhaps the most devout person I’ve ever known. Like Gladys, not in an “in your face” kinda way; rather it was reflected in their actions more than their words.

I’ve never been religious. I hated going to church as a kid. I never believed in walking on water, or God in the Western, Judeo-Christian manner. Until not too long ago, if I couldn’t literally witness or at least comprehend something – ’cause, yeah, this body/mind is blessed that way – I deemed it crap, especially if it had no practical purpose, and made no bones about it. And then along came Sue……[wish I knew how to insert a heart emoji!]

Obviously, my personal beliefs have morphed. I am convinced in the existence of “God” though beyond that I have no strongly held opinions other than good > bad, and all living things have consciousness – individual PROOF of the existence of God.

Jesus? Buddha? Joan of Arc? Countless others? These are/ were people so deeply devout that they literally sacrificed their lives (this one anyway) in homage to their faith. What could be more worthy of our love and respect than that?

Allan

RAJA YOGA IN A NUT (OR EGG) SHELL

I had a wonderful class this morning with a new student, who got an earful of information about how our mind works. Ms. V – this is for you, though I’ve expanded the egg “shell-white-yolk” analogy of our “body-mind-spirit” to include the space between the shell and the egg white, and between the white and yolk (see the picture). Since the shell and white are distinct from one another, regardless of how small, there is a “space” between them!

EGG SHELL

This represents our outer body: the aspect that protects and propels us; including the bones and muscles of our arms, legs, torso, neck and head: our energetically densest – or least conductive – physical parts.

Stretching exercises increase the strength, flexibility and range of motion of this part of us, and facilitate meditating for long periods of time.

SPACE (between the egg white and shell)

This represents our inner physical body & energy: the aspect that sustains and keeps us alive. Just as it takes fuel, air and heat to generate fire, we need food, water and energy to stay alive. These are our subtlest – or most energetically conductive – physical parts.

Breathing exercises massage and manipulate – clearing and regulating (calming) – the flow of physical and mental energy and blood, facilitating bodily function.

EGG WHITE

This represents our conscious mind: this is our control function; it’s the aspect of our mind that we’re aware of; it’s evidenced by two types of thought: i) cognitive thoughts (e.g., we use this part of our mind to solve math problems), and ii) the ones that just pop into our mind without invitation: our “monkey mind”; this part of our mind communicates using words; in fact, it’s the part of we use when we talk to ourselves!

Because we’re aware of our thoughts, they are denser (less energetically conductive) than our sub-conscious mind’s communication system.

Concentrating or focusing exercises train our conscious mind (our attention) on a single thing. Training our mind to “SIT” and observe our thoughts without analysis or judgment is a prerequisite for meditation, or getting it to “STAY”!

SPACE (between the yolk and egg white)

This represents our sub-conscious mind (aka our “lower”, or “reptilian” mind) which has three basic functions:

(i) sensory processing; our sub-conscious mind controls bodily function; this part of our mind has relatively limited cognitive capability, but it does have alligator-level intelligence and it can be programmed via repetition to remember things; this is where our habit “programs” are stored; when we sense something, this part of our mind receives and processes that info, and triggers a physical response;

(ii), memory storage; we carry around a mental image of every thought we’ve ever had. Let’s be thankful we’re NOT conscious of all of them all the time(!!); and

(iii) our sense of self, or the “I am” or sub-conscious portion of our ego.

Our sub-conscious mind does not communicate using words; rather, it uses sensations and images to get our attention – like a child, albeit an extremely talented one!

Since we can’t hear this part of our mind issuing the internal commands between our brain and toes to wiggle them, by definition, this part of our mind is energetically more subtle or conductive that our conscious or thinking mind.

Meditation, or practicing holding our conscious mind in “neutral” (i.e., holding it steady, correctly and without emotion) is a form of loving sacrifice (we could be doing ANYTHING else, yet we chose to sit, and give up the most valuable thing we have: time) – to sit with curiosity and compassion, listening attentively and patiently (like a doting grandparent listening to an excited 2-3 year old grandchild telling a story) to our otherwise sub-conscious fears and desires.

Meditation provides a safe environment in which to confront our fears and desires: to literally allow whatever is most energetically pressing on our sub-conscious mind to be heard or witnessed as directly as possible by consciousness (while our conscious mind is in “neutral”). While we can’t affect consciousness, it affects us; it’s infinitely patient and expresses itself as heightened intuition, truth, curiosity, compassion, and bliss.

EGG YOLK

This represents our consciousness; this aspect of our selves is literally of a different dimension than our physical body and non-physical mind. No amount of physical or mental effort or exercise will ever affect consciousness – however, maintaining a healthy body and mind allows consciousness (our “divine essence”) to shine or radiate through our body and mind more clearly.

Raja Yoga’s concentrating and meditating exercises are likened to polishing a clouded mirror: eventually, we clear our mind of sensations, memories and even our sense of individuality. The more often we vent our sub-conscious mind to un-cloud the mirror of our mind’s eye, the closer we come to witnessing the aspect of our selves that’s literally of a subtler dimension than our memories!

Our consciousness is often referred to as our spirit (as in body-mind-spirit); however, it’s not surprising that the message of the miracle of our consciousness has largely been lost over time:

  • Raja Yoga predates any written language – at least in India;
  • We don’t naturally perceive something that’s literally unperceivable;
  • It’s esoteric: “a different dimension?! Wtf?! Yeah, no thanks!”
  • The benefits of meditating or mind control aren’t as intuitive as physical control or exercise. We intuitively understand that we’ll be in better physical shape and feel better if we go for an hour’s walk every day – but sitting on the floor with our legs crossed – not so much!

The original yogic concept of consciousness (the awareness OF our thoughts) has morphed into the modern religious concept of a “soul” (something divinely intangible that mysteriously leaves our body/mind upon death). Christians believe that our or “soul” returns to God when our body/mind dies – assuming of course, we act in a manner pleasing to God while we’re here! “Heaven help you if you don’t!” is Christianity’s take on karma!

You say to-mato. I say to-moto.

I highly suggest not worrying about the hereafter and focusing on the now – because for all intents and purposes, your consciousness IS eternal – at least as far as your body/mind is concerned; it NEVER changes; nothing affects this aspect of you! It’s bullet proof!

MEDITATE WITH LOVE & DEVOTION

Meditation is the predecessor of modern prayer. One of my teachers holds an image of his understanding of God in his mind as he trains and calms his thoughts.

Holding your body upright, settle yourself physically and mentally, sit still and comfortably, breathe rhythmically, deeply and subtly – try not to hear words in your mind – just images and sensations – and allow your sub-conscious mind to vent its most pressing fears and desires – to be “heard” with compassion and curiosity – and without judgment – by your still, calm, and eternal consciousness.

Remember that the two parts of our mind are inextricable parts of us – not unlike petals and a stem are both integral parts of a flower: both the have the flower’s overall wellbeing at heart! The trick is to get our conscious and sub-conscious mind to work together! Unfortunately, left to their own, there’s rarely a balance between our heart and our head, causing stress, anxiety and tension to manifest mentally and physically.

Like a child that doesn’t feel heard: our sub-conscious mind will keep screaming until she gets our attention!! Show your inner child (your sub-conscious mind – a part of YOU) some love: meditate. You’ll be glad you did.

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